Can I be Myself?

My mum used to tell me that I am a "sui bian de ren" means that I am a simple person, have no expectation and easily satisfy with things. Now, I realised what she said has the truth. I look back at myself and think deeply. I found that I sometimes really do things for other people not for the sake for myself. Even I don't like to do it, I will never show my disagreement to that particular issue. My mum also said I am a person who don't know how to get angry. Is that good? Will it harm me? Don't know.. Will I be taken advantage by the others? Very confusing. Sometimes, I really dislike that thing to be done and I refused to voice out. How could this happen to me? Haihh.. That's Life. But thank God for giving me the blessing to have many friends ever since I am in NUS. At least, I am not lonely. I have best friends here. I have a friend whom I will always bump into her to talk. I have a friend whom I can study with in the library though we are not in the same faculty. I have friends who will take care of me when I am sick and the most important of all is, I have a family, my parents, my brother and my two pretty sisters. Thank God for giving me a happy family. Though we are not well of, but we live happily. My grandma praised my mum for her ability to bring the 4 for us up. yeah I agree with her. My mum is great, I remembered how she will sacrifice her portion of food for us when she was back from work. Though we are afford to buy it, but this is how she shows her love for us. My dad, is a hero to me. He can work day and night just to give us a better comfort of living. Though he is a fierce daddy, but this is how he shows us his caring to us.